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Fixed water: prayer, holy visions, projections
In Catholicism there is endless creativity in the naming of patron saints. Some of the more obscure ones include St. Julian the patron saint of murderers, and St. Lidwina, the patron saint of ice skaters.
Where Do You Go When You Write?
Fixed water: underwater caves, stalactites, isolation
There is a bottomless green pool of water that chills the air around it. Once you arrive, there is nowhere else to go. There is nothing to do but contemplate the icy, beautiful surroundings.
Haunted Houses: A Feeling for Space
Fixed water: dreams, Gothic spaces, wells
I told her about a dream about a banquet: the hushed grandeur of the room, gold brocade on the table, rotten fruit drawing flies.
Speculative Fiction and Sudden Moons
Cardinal air: speculation, madness, atmospheric strangeness.
Much of the transformation of the game from mundane to numinous is achieved through the intervention of a sudden moon in cosmic magenta which changes the landscape entirely.
the Eco-weird
Cardinal air: big mood, the mundane sublime, weird landscapes
Weird landscapes tell us so much about making the hidden aspects of life visible, and, about our interconnectedness with the natural world.
artmaking in fiction
Cardinal air: harmony, nourishment, artists
I’m thinking about art about artmaking. My own process is in disarray at the moment, and I am finding solace and guidance in the work of other artists grappling with these questions.
showing up
Mutable earth: the craft, inner circle, art
But the film is also about the daily grind of showing up. Showing up to your job when you want to work on your art. Showing up for your art when you’re exhausted from your job.
Ceremony Podcast Season two, Episode one: may ngo
In the first episode of season two, I have the pleasure of speaking with writer, editor, and playwright May Ngo. I talked to May about the process of writing her first novel, the whiteness of crime fiction, the traumas of academia, and how pregnancy is a Tower moment.
Oceanic Feelings
Cardinal water: oceanic feelings, water, psychoanalysis, intimacy.
I was an adult when I learned to swim, and I think that is why water is troubling and desirable to me, and why it appears in so many of my dreams and visions.
strangeness in the lake
Cardinal water: strange tides, lovers, deep waters
This is a story written as a liminal space, but this intensifies, rather than diminishes the terror.
The tender antagonist
Mutable air: internal contradictions, tenderness, creative solutions.
The relief of facing something is so much greater than the temporary balm of running away.
Voice and Style
Mutable air: research, reflection, voice
You unearth your work like an archaeologist discovers treasures, or a farmer pulls up crops.
Poison Apples and Writing Myths
Mutable air: circulation of ideas, intrusive thoughts, risk-taking
There is something so compelling abut the poison apple; it is sweeter, juicier, shinier, and a deeper colour than any other fruit. But its seductive appeal means that it is easy to ignore the fatal aspects.
lying on the laundry with wet hair
Fixed earth: surrender, cocooning, deep rest
There are ways to move into a different plane of time - meditation, music, psychedelics, movement, reading, having a crush, eating a whole bowl of cherries very slowly.
peonies and creative containers
Fixed Earth: containers, support, grounding
Some people see the container as a capacious space to experiment in, and some people feel it is a barrier that needs to be broken down.
The Cocoon of Writing
Fixed earth: salt crystals, haunted forests, deep rest
The cocoon is not about shame and fear and perfection but it does allow those elements to be held; it contains multitudes. It allows those things to decay and to be renewed. It is miraculous.
Sensitivity and art
Fixed earth: sensitivity, grounding, sensuality
It was Kali Malone’s core artistic principle, ‘cherish sensitivity’, that helped me to think about sensitivity as one of my most precious resources.